Sexy, Innocent Child-Woman

Pissed

Well, my class tonight wasn't as bad as I feared. My professor can be the biggest nag in terms of pushing us to get our readings done and assigning other work besides, but she wasn't so prepared tonight so she said she would let us out early. Well, early for her meant letting us out at around 8:05PM or something. If Loyola's shuttle service ran more frequently instead of every 20 minutes, that would have been fine. But my oh-so-great groupmate L just chose tonight to ask us if we could get together sometime to talk about our project and the discussion questions my teacher asks us to answer every bloody week. And my other equally great groupmate N just chose that moment to make one crappy excuse after another about how she couldn't do a meeting after class and to suggest we just do a conference call either on a Monday or a Friday. And the sucky thing is, it took her so damn long to explain how her bloody suggestion should work, and it took everyone else so damn long to agree on something. I just wanted to tell everyone, all right already, whatever, I gotta go, drop me a line, see you later. And the whole conference call schedule doesn't really work well for me because if we were to do the conference call on a Monday, it might conflict with my faith-sharing group schedule and if we were to do it on a Friday, I might be either working late hours at CURL or on my way to my thesis site. By the time we agreed on something and parted ways, it was 8:15PM--and by the time I got to the area where I wait for the shuttle, the shuttle had left. Piece of crap. Suddenly, I just hate my groupmates.

So here I am, bitching about things while waiting for the shuttle to come. Sometimes, people just suck big time. They think the whole world revolves around them and their petty little lives, without realizing how they impinge upon other people and that the person sitting quietly next to them has so much on her plate, working her ass off, balancing the demands of two jobs while being in school full-time just to survive in this country that intentionally treats foreigners like crap and doesn't give a shiet about how they get by.

found herself @ 8:21 PM