I'm back...and broken-hearted
Hola! (Hello!) Como esta? (How are you?) To all those who dropped by my blog while I was away and/or too depressed to blog after my trip to Honduras, muchas gracias (thank you very much) for your messages, comments, words of comfort, and for simply checking up on me.I got back from Honduras on May 31st, at around 10PM. I was too tired to blog when I got home, plus my internet connection was acting up. I didn't get to check my e-mail till June 1st, but I couldn't come up with a coherent post, and I was too sad to blog anyway; hence, my silence. I didn't get to use the internet this past weekend because I visited my Groovy Sisters. I attended their Discipleship Retreat and spent Pentecost Sunday with them. I got home at around 5PM yesterday, but I didn't feel like heading to the nearest coffee house just to get wi-fi internet access. Wala talaga ako sa mood mag-blog noong mga nakaraang araw (I just wasn't in the mood to update my blog during the past few days). To be honest, it feels strange to update this blog after being away for some time.
I miss Honduras. I miss the kids and the tias (the housemothers or staff) at Montaña de Luz (the orphanage where I did volunteer work). I keep looking at our pictures just to relive the memories of my stay there.
Blowing bubbles with my anak-anakan, Jaimi...I miss my baby!
Nanay and anak (wish ko lang)...isn't my baby adorable?
Las chicas bonitas...Te extraño, Miryan!
With some of my companions in Amapala (an island across El Salvador)
When I was in Honduras, I realized my heart is bigger than I ever thought it was. My heart is wide enough to embrace other people, regardless of nationality, culture, and social background. I never thought I would fall in love with this country and its people, but I did. I left my heart there. I really hope to go back there someday.
And I never thought I would fall in love with someone in particular. But somewhere along the way, a special person touched my heart without realizing it. And I will never be the same. Now, we're oceans apart, living separate lives, and I can only pick up the pieces of my broken heart.
(More when I feel like it.)
found herself @ 12:30 PM
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And I never thought I would fall in love with someone in particular. But somewhere along the way, a special person touched my heart without realizing it. And I will never be the same. Now, we're oceans apart, living separate lives, and I can only pick up the pieces of my broken heart.
Ehem... email please. :)
Im glad you had fun and enjoyed Honduras. Much more meet someone special.
Welcome back, D!
ang kyut ng baby gwapa :)
welcome back sayo
at isang mapagpalayang pagbati :)
wow!!! asteeg yun ah!!:) see u soon sweetie!:)
Di, I can feel your heartache from thousands of miles away...
Perhaps God has something better stored for you. You are such a beautiful person and I know He will give you more than you deserve and more than you ask for.
*hugs* to you my friend! Smile ka na ha.
papaano naman siya? hmmm???
buti ka pa nakapag-beach na! :(
okies, pahinga muna! saka na lang iyong ibang chika. heheh
Di, this is all part of God's plan for you. The love you feel comes from God and is an expression of God. Be at peace, even amidst the missing...
Rina: Hehehe :) *grin* Naintriga ka ba? Sige, I'll e-mail you soon. Sorry, I have really limited internet access these days. That's why I haven't e-mailed you yet. Anyways, abangan ang kwento ko, hahaha :)
Balikbayan Box a.k.a. Ayeza: Thanks! Yup, I had so much fun. Yun nga lang, broken-hearted ang beauty ko pagbalik ko dito. I miss MY special someone terribly. :( But I'll live.
Fafa KaDyo: Thank you po! I'm still processing everything that took place during my immersion in Honduras and all my realizations. But once I'm settled, itutuloy ko ang kwento ko. Salamat sa inyong paghihintay. Ingat po!
Melai: Salamat, , sis!
Ang ganda ng anak ko, noh? Mana sa akin, hehe :) Gusto ko siyang ampunin, kung pwede lang sana. Waah...nami-miss ko talaga siya. Wala lang.
Ingat, sis!
Ish: Thank you! Sige, I'll update my blog soon!
Doc Nikki: Naiyak naman ako sa sinabi mo. Thank you so much for your concern and compassion. You're right, God has something better in store for me. And I can only trust that God will heal my heartaches in time. I'm just taking it easy for now.
*HUGS* rin. Salamat ulit! Eto, nakangiti na ako. :)
Mommy Neng: Hehe, sino, 'yung nasa Pilipinas? Nag-e-mail siya habang wala ako. Haha, mukhang na-displace siya sa puso ko ng konti...konti lang naman.
Haha, di ko alam kung makakapag-beach ako sa Pinas kaya buti na lang nakapag-swimming na ako sa Honduras. Wala akong nakitang sirena doon, hehe :)
Sige, saka na lang ang chika ko. Ingat po!
Lisa: You're right. Thanks for your concern and your advice. It means so much to me. I'll always remember what you said, especially in the midst of my struggles.
I'm just sitting with all my conflicting emotions right now. I lifted everything up to God when I went on retreat last weekend, and I felt better after. I'm still hurting and I still miss everyone terribly, but someday, somehow, I know everything's gonna be all right.
Oh, cno sha Di.. share naman ow, sino yong nagpatibok ng puso't damdamin mo hehee..
Awww.. cute baby like mom hehe..
Ganda pala ng hunduras, someone told me like pinas din daw.
Pero grabeh ha, ang bilis mong natutong mag spanish hehe..
Hay naku normal lang yan Di pag minsan nakaktamad talgang mag blog, lalo na't may iniisip ka dun sa Hunduras hehe.. ay teka pano na yong iniwan mo sa pinas hehe.. nakukulitan kana ata sakin sipain mo lang ako ok lang sakin naiintindihan kita jan hehe...
Ganda ng beach sarap mamingwet, este mag swimming kaka miz ng araw malamig pa rin dito samin.
miz ya Di mwaahh
welcome back,Di! I`m glad you are safe..
uuy,you left your heart...kay?kanino :)
bagay pala sa yong maging mom,Di..ang cute ng baby mo jan..
miss you a lot! big hugs and kisses *mwah*
Nang Ethel: Hehe...SECRET! Saka ko na lang ikukuwento...baka ma-shock ka...joke! Basta, taga-doon siya...kaya malungkot ako pagbalik ko dito. Taken siya pero ewan ko ba, siya pa rin ang nagpapatibok ng puso ko, hahaha :) *wink* Ang labo ko, promise!
Natawa naman ako sa sinabi mo tungkol sa anak ko, hehe :) Jamie is such a sweet girl, tsaka tahimik lang siya...mana sa akin, joke! Waah, sobrang nami-miss ko ang anak ko. Hindi ko siya nakita noong last day ko sa Honduras. She and the other toddlers live in a different house in the community at hindi sila dinala doon sa orphanage noong last day namin doon. Hay...at least I spent quality time with her the last time I saw her.
Maganda talaga ang Honduras. Yup, it's similar to the Philippines, but it's more rural. Para siyang Tarlac, Leyte, and Samar na pinagsama. The capital is like Marikina, Antipolo, or Quezon City na may bundok. Mahilig ako sa bundok, kaya siguro na-in love ako sa Honduras at sobrang at home ako doon.
Haha, barok ang Spanish ko. Someone taught me basic Spanish two years ago but I forgot most of it. Gusto ko talagang mag-aral ng Spanish para makabalik ako doon at mas matino na akong kausap.
Teka...'yung nagpapatibok ng puso ko sa Pinas, hay naku...nag-give up na ako doon. Nag-e-mail siya ngayon, tinawag ba naman akong "kapatid." Aray ko!!! Ang sakit noon--"saksak puso, tulo ang dugo" ang drama ko. Hehe, ang kulit ko rin noh?
Miss you too, Nang Ethel. Na-miss ko ang kakulitan mo, hehe :) Luv yah! *mwah*
Ate Ghee: Thank you!
Haha, secret na lang muna 'yung tungkol sa nagpapatibok ng puso ko. Long story...I'll tell you na lang sa chat.
Uy! Pwede na ba akong maging nanay? Hehe :) Dalagang ina ulit ako, LOL :) Hay...sobrang miss ko ang baby ko. Gusto ko siyang ampunin, kung pwede lang sana.
Miss you rin! *HUGS* *mwah* Luv you!
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